Trudging Through the Ashes...
It is a new year and its week 3 of Jan.... And I still feel that I have left something.... some part of myself behind. Even I'm an enigma to myself.
I don't feel as lively as I used to (Duh! That's easily explained! The homework gives me no time for a breather... but I mean, Unusually lifeless... not the low I would usually go), but I've not done anything mean this year or last. ( not as equally as mean.... I mean! HeHe!). No reason or rhyme to the emotion....
I still have my motivation for the big 'A's, I still have my self-pride ( or at least the shards that still remain from before!)....
Maybe its cause I have an uncertain future this year, I wish it was more definite.... It could be a an unprecedented victory or a morally-crushing defeat. And I ain't referring to the Big 'A's now....
The score now is 1: (insert sideway 8 here)
Nvm, I shall ponder more later, I have a meeting with a very very late patron....
I don't feel as lively as I used to (Duh! That's easily explained! The homework gives me no time for a breather... but I mean, Unusually lifeless... not the low I would usually go), but I've not done anything mean this year or last. ( not as equally as mean.... I mean! HeHe!). No reason or rhyme to the emotion....
I still have my motivation for the big 'A's, I still have my self-pride ( or at least the shards that still remain from before!)....
Maybe its cause I have an uncertain future this year, I wish it was more definite.... It could be a an unprecedented victory or a morally-crushing defeat. And I ain't referring to the Big 'A's now....
The score now is 1: (insert sideway 8 here)
Nvm, I shall ponder more later, I have a meeting with a very very late patron....
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